do you ever just wonder if there’s someone who secretly thinks about you and wants to talk to you but doesn’t know how
I guess with a title like this I should probably be breaking down to Usher, but last, Taylor Swift will always capture exactly how my heart feels. This year has had so many ups and downs with friends, boys, family, school. You name it. I’ve gotten into this awful habit of being by myself to the point where i push people away. And i don’t mean just push and until they come right back, but push and push and push until I’ve completely pushed them away. I’ve noticed more and more how I’ve kept everything inside this year and since I’ve gotten so good at pushing everyone away, I don’t have that close person to tell things to right now. Not that I probably would anyways. Sometimes we do stupid things, and I have to much shame and guilt to ever expose the stupid things I’ve done in a matter of ten months. So that leads me to here. Right now. I don’t have profound words to say and sure don’t write well, but tumblr I’m back and you sure are going to learn a lot about me and my brokenness and hopefully the redemption and everlasting love that my God will be pouring out as I actually start to face life and problems rather than running away from everything in every effort to avoid one more heart break, one more heart ache, and one more night of crying.
OH HECK YEAH